So the end of the world did not happen last week apparently now, rapture is Oct.21rst. Instead the end of my laptop did... Sunday, 3 pm in the middle of a workout video, complete crash.... Emergency trip to the Mac Store, hard drive totally fried and to be replaced... Unheard of for a 6 months old computer... Yes I got a lemon... Got it back today repaired, thank the universe for that warranty... Did loose some pics, docs and music. Mostly sad about pics of the ex at Christmas. Speaking of... Guess who called me to ask for help with his studies... You guessed it! Mr. Ex. I helped him of course because he has always been there for me. Then he called again the following night... I thought, this must be the end of the world if he is missing me and calling... but no, the sun still rose the next morning.... Part of healing is admitting you have a problem. Here's mine: I am becoming a raging bitch!! Can you help with that Dr.Phil?? Lately as I have mentioned before I feel I am turning into a grinch, a bitter betty that keeps snapping at people. It's getting worst... Cynicism is making itself at home in my head making me not the nicest person I could be and yet everywhere I turn I see hope, beauty and dreams come true... For other people that is.. Perhaps because I am closing myself off to it or perhaps simply because it ain't my time yet.... Hell, Kim Kardashian is engaged, little Scotty McGreedy wins Idol and I got to attend the finale taping. Seriously I can't complain but I just wish I had some joie de vivre. Although I am so ever grateful for my friends, life, etc I am still looking for a purpose. It's all part of adjusting to single life I suppose.
* Special Thanks To B for Idol tix. I love you!!
* Special Thanks and "Hey Girl Heys" To David, Jim and Todd for hanging the past few nights.
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| Kim and Kris |
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Hey Y'all, I won!!
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